I had not realized how much I count on the you..... because your there with me.....
but.....
when you just get angry..... and I quarrel.....
when you just stop talking to me..... and I feel that I am left alone.....
all the fears.....
all the insecurities.....
all the vulnerabilities.....
that I left behind..... that I buried surface.....
and..... the horrible thoughts..... the fright..... the pain..... the insanity..... everything..... everything starts tormenting me.....
I cry not only because I am afraid of loosing you but also because of my own inherent insecurities.....
I cry not only because I am yearning to be with you but also because of my wish to be in secured company.....
Your love had made me forget everything.....
My trust in you had given me a sense of security.....
Your guidance had showed me the way to the shore.....
My love had made me follow the path you showed.....
Your company had made me smile again and again.....
But....
I have never realized how much I am counting on you.....
I have never realized how much I actually love you.....
I have never realized what I am when I am with you.....
I have not realized that....
I'm idiotic because you bare with my nature.....
I'm talkative because your ready to hear my blah-blah.....
I'm negligent because you are there to take care.....
I'm childish because you bare with my non sense.....
I'm confident because you are there to boost up my spirits.....
and last but not the least....
I'm happy because you are there in my life.....
Love you mumma.....
Love you pappa.....
Love you.....
Love you.....
